Well, for few weeks I have been on the “tour” as they call it. This will probably be one of my last tennis trips as a professional tennis player. Feeling kinda sad, but at the same time pretty happy when I am seeing all the players practicing and giving everything they got just to make a living from tennis (which is one of the hardest job to make it, imo).. I just know at this moment I cant do that anymore when I know that the % of people who makes it are slim to none and the work you have to do to get there is HARD and when you just dont have the same passion as you had few years ago. So far I haven’t got any big success in these few tournaments, right now I am playing in Estonia. Got atleast 1 atp point in Estonia, and I will look forward to play tomorrow. But my main goal is just to enjoy these tournaments and have fun 🙂
Back to my main job! 😉 I have to admit that this month, my main goal was to make 2,5k games 2-tabling. And im really disappointed that I am not achieving that, even at the beginning of the month I was 100% sure that I will make it. Guess summer and tennis just took much of my time to make that happen. I have played around 1,2k games on 60s even I am running really good $ wise and my cEv is around 40-45, I think that my cEv should be higher than it is now. Making too many mistakes at the late stage and good regs are punishing me for that. But I think overall my game has been quite okayish. Not the best player at 60s at the moment and still learning a lot of new things so guess that this stage I will work on it and will be playing some time before getting to the magic level of 100s.
This is my graph so far this month, as you can see I have been running like god himself 🙂